Chapter 254 Last Indulgence
For the next few days, Ava would not eat or drink, and she did not respond to teasing. Worse, at night, she would wake up from nightmares, and by chance, Noah heard her mumbling Davids name.
This worries Noah. He doesn’t know what to do so that Ava will get better.
If he can, he is even willing to use his own life for Davids, just hope that the mother and daughter can be happy.
In the past two days, he has been completely out of the mood to go to the company, every day in Kings house with Ava, something to call to explain the secretary to do.
At night, Noah puts Nina to bed and then goes to stay with Ava.
The question that lingered in his mind gradually made him more and more sure of the answer.
Ava must be hiding something from him, Davids death, maybe it’s not simple!
Ava was hiding something from him.
Yes, he was very sure of that.
He had to ask tonight what had happened to keep her like this.
doesn’t she know that he will be heartbroken when she is like this?
Seeing her not eating or drinking, asking her, she refused to say anything, she was there alone, lost in thought, not knowing what to think.
That made Noah feel excluded from Ava’s heart, sad and alone in her world, unwilling to tell him or rely on him.
It also occurred to Ava that when David became ill, she chose to call Cooper instead of calling herself.
Although, Ava has forgiven herself, but, inexplicably, he felt that, in her heart, perhaps she did not fully trust herself…
Thinking of this, Noah has the urge to kill Cooper, he is a thorn in his side, he will never let Cooper near Ava again!
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But Noah’s heart tightens inexplicably at the thought that Ava, perhaps, doesn’t fully rely on him and trust him.
In any case, he is the father of the child ah… nothing is more sad than the beloved does not trust himself, but very much trust another man.
This makes Noah, who has been trying to get Ava to accept herself and fall in love with her again, doubly powerless.
He felt as if his efforts had been useless for so long.
She agreed to be with herself some time ago because of Nina, right? Because Nina likes him and he is Nina’s real father, she pretended to forgive herself like that in order to give Nina a complete family…
In the back of his mind, such voices echoed over the past few days, almost convincing Noah of the truth and leaving him torn.
He is deeply afraid that the happiness he feels is only his own fantasy. It is himself who has been singing a one-man show.
He cares for her deeply and loves her, even if she is really only with him for Nina now, it does not matter, as long as she is still by his side, he believes that sooner or later she will sincerely accept him.
Although this encourages himself, but Noah is secretly mocking his own useless, beloved woman to use his own daughter to keep, never is the unbeatable, looking out over the world Noah, why ever so have to rely on others to stay a woman.
But that’s just the way it is, so he can’t even try to deny it.
If it was another woman, he must have been as cold and heartless as ever and never bothered again, he had never cared so much about a woman.
But with Ava, that’s how much he cared.
Even if she did not really forgive him, as long as there is still hope, one will never give up.
Even if she hasn’t forgiven herself now, he will surely slowly convince her that she is serious about her and that she truly loves her.
By this time, Noah had arrived at the door of Ava’s room, knocked twice, and he pushed the door in.
Simply because, these days she simply can not hear the knock, he simply will enter directly.
The first thing he did when he entered the room was to look at the dinner on the plate on the table next to the bed.
Surprisingly, the question wire has not moved!
He couldn’t stand watching Ava because she didn’t eat or drink much.
For the past few days, it was he who force-fed her, and she only reluctantly ate a little.
Looking at her, Noah was heartbroken and angry.
Finally unable to restrain his heart from worrying, he went to her side and fixed her head with his hands so that she faced himself.
” Ava, what’s wrong with you? What the hell is going on? Do you have to torture yourself like this?”
Seeing Ava tormenting herself like this, Noah’s voice couldn’t help but become dominant and forceful.
“Noah looked at Ava, who had turned her bitter eyes to her own, with a trace of pain in her heart, and her voice softened, “Tell me what’s wrong, I’m here to protect you and Nina. The first time I saw Noah’s handsome, beautiful face, I was able to look at it from close range.
Knowing that he was worried about himself, but what was she going to say to him, and what could she say.
She has been cherishing the last days of the three together these days…
If he knew she was about to leave him. Their happy future was about to be ruined by her.
It is not easy for him to believe that there is really love in the world, but he wants to destroy the trust he has built up so easily.
Himself gave him the hope of love and made the cold-hearted man believe that women’s love can be believed and not all women are like Karen.
And what he’s about to do is only more painful to him than Karen.
He made him believe in love again when he didn’t believe in women’s love, and now he went and had to be cruel to destroy it.
She doesn’t deserve to be forgiven for being like that.
But what can she do about it.
She is selfish, she can not bear a lifetime of condemnation, choose to complete Davids last words, because Davids death is self-inflicted, if and Noah together, not to mention what others will say about themselves, is their own self-blame sad, lifelong difficult to let go, unhappy life, depressed.
David, his own adoptive father, has given himself and his daughter a place to get away for the past five years, and has left his fortune to himself.
He died worrying about his future, how can he live up to his expectations.
Although they do not have love for Cooper, but he has been very good to himself, even without love, relying on affection they can live well.
Because he will try hard to live with him to repay for all the years of dedication to himself and his daughter.
From now on, the love for Noah can only be buried in the depths of the heart, when no one is around, or in the dead of night, to recall, even if you leave her, you can still live on these memories.
Noah sees that Ava wants to continue asking.
But the next second, but suddenly found that the corner of Ava’s eyes, but a tear flowed.
All the words he wanted to say were eventually drowned in her pearly eyes. He wanted to lose his temper with her but couldn’t, so he could only kiss her fiercely and let her fall in lust so that she would forget her sadness for a while and only remember him.
He kissed Ava on the lips, dominating him with some force, roughly prying open Ava’s teeth.
Ava did not resist, and during the last time she was with him, she was really attached to his body heat and embrace.
She, of course, had to admit that she had fallen deeply in love with Noah at some point.
Love to the point of being more profound than ever and even more unable to leave him.
This feeling of having to leave her beloved is surprisingly like a knife that is stabbing her heart.
However, she clearly knows that the bottomless abyss in front of her, but she had to jump down, that even if this is to go to pieces, but also can only bear alone, absolutely can not drag Noah or Nina.
Because, they are the people she cares about the most…
Just once, let her finally indulge her feelings and pay tribute to the love and happiness that will be lost…
Noah’s heart trembled slightly as he felt Ava’s response, and his body involuntarily became aroused.
His kisses went all the way down her mouth, moving to her chin, her neck, his kisses rained down on her fair neck, lingering on her neck for a while, leaving a string of hickeys on it before slowly moving down again, each kiss hard, he wanted to leave his mark on her body so that she would always be his own and no one would ever try to snatch her away from him.
Ava held back the heartache and couldn’t help but close her eyes to force her tears back, then raised her hand and wrapped it around his neck, responding to his deep kiss. Ava’s response is certainly an inspiration to Noah.
Noah’s movements were swift as he withdrew her clothes, presenting her delicate body to his eyes…
No matter how many times he saw it, Ava’s body was always so captivating to Noah that he didn’t open his eyes for fear of missing her beauty in a blink.
Noah planted countless kisses on Ava’s body, turning her white body crimson.
Noah’s kiss was intense and gentle, exciting Ava, and her body reacted in such a way that she could only moan out instinctively.
Noah withdrew his own clothes so that he was open with her and gently ambled over her.
The sound of pleasure and delight gently spilled out of her red lips.
Ava holds Noah tightly, giving him her full trust, opening herself up to him, giving him all of herself in these last days.
The thought that they would not see each other later, she felt that how to love is not enough, she wants more and more…
Noah was stimulated by the full openness of Ava, and as if he knew her silent desire, he moved even harder and faster.
The two are one to leave the reluctance, one is already in the matter of men and women to let go, so that when they meet together, the two are enjoying the pleasure of the past did not get.
After the intensity, there is a calm embrace.
Looking at the tired Ava in his arms, Noah was relieved to hold her close, she should sleep peacefully tonight, and then fell asleep with his arms around her.
Ava’s eyes watered as she snuggled into his arms and listened to his steady heartbeat.
She was just pretending to sleep, although a little tired, but she did not want to sleep, she wanted to take a good look at him and wanted to watch him sleep.
Looking at his sleeping face, even if he is asleep, he is still handsome enough to fascinate her, thinking that there is not much time to look at this face, I feel the heartache is unbearable, the eyes are sore, tears can not stop flowing out, she wants to cry loudly, but afraid to wake him up, can only hold back the silent cry…
Sorry, my favorite person, I am not qualified to love you…