Chapter 32
Chapter 32
PART 1 Chapter 32 — 02 “You left us when you knew exactly what was going on with Emerald! There's
something going on with her and she won't tell us! She ended up in the hospital yesterday because of
stress and you're not helping at all!” “You can't really blame me when you've been a damn piece of ice
the whole time I was gone! You have no idea what's been going on with her also! At least I'm trying!"
“How! By taking her out to the stupid coffee shop! I'm not an idiot! I know that was just a stunt to make
me angry and jealous!” “Listen to yourself! You don't even make sense!” l entered my room and fell on
my bed.
These walls were suddenly string thin and I could hear everything.
I was everybody's problem.
I wanted to disappear into thin air.
Maybe that would make their lives a bit easier.
Jared would be happy to not have to deal with me,and to freely be with Jasmine.
Mom and dad would have nothing to fight about,as would Jason and Amanda.
Blade would find a mate in his pack,one that wasn't an enemy.
I knew that I couldn't disappear though.
But I knew I had to fix what I could.
I picked up my cell phone and saw zero new text messages.
I realized just how much I had missed Jared's goodnight texts.
Next moming Jason drove me to school because he thought I wasn't fully trusted to drive yet.
The car was filled with an awkward atmosphere that we never used to have when he lived with us.
I glanced at his face.
His jaw was set and his eyes were angry like he was frustrated at something.
“I'm sorry, I muttered.
He didn't say anything and I was beginning to think he wouldn't at all.
“For what?” “F—for ruining your relationship.
I should have just let it go instead of being so stuck in the past.” He sighed,” You should have,but you
also should have told me earlier.” I nodded,” I know.” We sat in a silence for a while.
“What's gonna happen with you and Amanda?” He shrugged,” We'll work it out,but for now I have to be
there for my sister,’ he stroked my cheek.
I smiled” Thanks.” "I never apologized for treating you like I did.
It was unacceptable and I'm really sorry.” “It's fine.
“You tell me what's going on when you're ready.” I nodded again,” Okay.” We reached school about
three minutes later and Jason pulled up at a spot in the front.
And as if fate hadn't had enough,laughing about my unfortunate life,Blade pulled up right besides us.
We opened our car doors and stood up at the same time.
He froze when he noticed me and I couldn't seem to look away as usual.
My heart began to pound and I knew why this was happening.
The connection.
Our wolves won't let us look away.
His golden eyes seemed to change color when he stared at me.
Instead of a dark golden,they softened and became lighter.
Almost amber.
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I searched inside my body,trying to find out how to breathe again because I seemed to have forgotten.
The beating of my heart was the only thing I could hear in this fantasy I've entered.
His eyes were almost hypnotizing.
I wanted nothing more but to grab his face and lay my lips upon his with all my power.
I blushed just imagining it.
I knew I shouldn't think like this.
I couldn't let him have this effect on me.
Mate or not he was still an enemy.
But I really couldn't help it.
Just staring at him,I've lost my brainmy common sense and ability to breathe.
I honestly didn't know how long I'd been captured by his alluring gaze.
My dissipated brain refused to reproach reality.
tt could have been one minute, maybe ten.
I didn't know.
I lost track of everything that wasn't Blade.
Suddenly,he cleared his throat and in a head—pounding blink, was back to reality.
Just like that.
He smiled hesitatingly at me and walked away.
I felt my cheeks turning a scarlet red.
"Emerald,Em? Emmy?"
"Uhh what?"
I turned around and saw Jason still seated in the car.
He looked at me suspiciously,” What was that about,you guys have been staring at each other for like a
minute.” "O—ohII don't know,I wasn't looking at him,” “Right,you should probably thank him,he took
care of you the most when you fainted.” I nodded;still not fully recovered from my chamber of thoughts
and grabbed my backpack,” I will.” I shut the door and walked away,well acquainted with the
bewildered expression on Jason's face.
I bustled to class,my eyes blind,seeing nothing but golden Soft.light golden.
Almost amber.