What exactly are you doing?
Marco then chose to leave their room when Desi was about to help Letta get ready. Although Marco was reluctant to take Letta to a psychiatrist as suggested by the doctor, seeing her deteriorating health condition left him with no choice but to take Letta.
Marco closed the door to their room, then exhaled slowly. Marco didn’t know that his desire to make Letta forget her past and never regain her memory would result in this, causing him pain. Until Marco’s thoughts stopped when his phone suddenly rang, displaying the name Helena. Marco immediately stepped away from the bedroom door to answer the call from his mother.
“Hello, Mom?” Marco asked, making Helena fall silent on the other end for a moment.
“How is your wife’s condition?” Helena asked again.
“Worsening. She seems to be in more pain. The effects also seem to be getting heavier. Her head often throbs, and she is restless in her sleep. The doctor suggested that I take her to a psychiatrist,” Marco said again.
“In that case, take her as soon as possible. I feel sorry for Freya, she seems to be starting to miss her mother. Although she will be cheerful again when the servants take her to play. But still, she’s young and still needs a mother. It’s not that I don’t want to take care of her. Of course, it’s a joy to live with my granddaughter. But still, I’m thinking about your wife’s condition and its consequences for Freya,” Helena said, making Marco understand what his mother meant.
“Yes, I know. That’s why I’ll take her now. Even though I don’t want her to regain her memory, I’ll talk to the doctor about the best course of action,” Marco said.
“Good, then do whatever is best. Don’t let the pain get worse. She also needs to provide nourishment for Freya, and in her current condition, I can’t force her, so I have to give her formula. That’s not a problem, right?” Helena asked, making Marco fall silent.
“I don’t know. I’ll leave everything to Mommy,” Marco said again.Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
“I’ve spoken to the pediatrician and the nutritionist. They said it’s not a problem, I’ll take care of everything best for Freya, and you take care of your wife. Don’t let everything get worse,” Helena said.
“Okay, Mom,” Marco said, about to end the call when he heard his father’s voice on the other end.
“It seems like your dad wants to talk to you. You’re not leaving yet, right?” Helena asked.
“Not yet, because Letta isn’t ready yet with Desi’s help,” Marco replied.
“Daddy is worried about your wife’s condition,” Edward said, causing Marco to rub his face roughly.
“There’s an incident I couldn’t anticipate,” Marco said again.
“What exactly are you doing?” Edward asked, leaving Marco silent. Of course, his father would never be fooled by him.
“I didn’t want Letta’s memories to return, that was my initial wish. But it turns out the effects can be like this. I don’t know if it’s the side effect or if her memories are indeed meant to return to Letta. I don’t know what fate is playing with me right now,” Marco said again, rubbing his face roughly.
“At first, I suppressed all her memories with the medication given by the doctor, even though the doctor said the effect wouldn’t be this severe. But it seems there’s still another factor that caused Letta to drop like this,” Marco added.
“Then, Daddy, did you hear that you’re taking her to the psychiatrist today?” Edward asked, making Marco nod.
“Yes, that’s the best advice the doctor gave, and I also don’t want to see Letta’s condition continue like this. At least she should return to good health as before or have a proper sleep because even in her sleep she looks restless, and I can’t keep seeing her like that,” Marco explained.
“Alright, then I can only pray for the best. If there’s anything, contact me quickly. And for the business matters, it’s better to leave it to Daddy and the others. Also, if possible, trust it to Pedro, right?” Edward said, making Marco nod again, as it was indeed the best idea. Because right now he could only focus on Letta’s treatment, and for the business and other matters, Marco would entrust them to Viko, Pedro, and Edward.
Marco knew everything would eventually return to normal. Then Marco chose to end the call, turned around, and went back into the room, where Desi was about to leave for the bedroom.
“Is Letta ready?” Marco asked, making Desi nod.
“She’s ready, Sir. Madam is at the dressing table,” Desi replied, making Marco then entered the room and approached Letta, who was staring at her reflection in the large mirror in front of her.
“Are you ready?” Marco asked, making Letta look at her reflection in the large mirror in front of her.
“Will this help me?” Letta asked in her weak voice, making Marco approach, then kiss the top of his wife’s head.
“Yes, it’s the best way the doctor suggested for us. And when you meet the psychiatrist later, you can express whatever you feel. They will provide solutions for us. I also don’t want to keep seeing you restless, even in your sleep,” Marco said, making Letta fall silent. Until Marco walked closer to Letta, and knelt in front of her, gently holding her hand.
“You can do it. You have to be strong. Freya is waiting for you. It’s a pity she can’t
Meet her mother in this condition. I’m not preventing you from meeting Freya, but I’m afraid your condition will only weigh you down even more and make you feel guilty when you meet her,” Marco said, making Letta nod her head.
“I’ll try my best to recover. I want to meet Freya, I miss her very much too. Thanks to Mommy for being willing to take care of her,” Letta said, making Marco nod.
“After all, she is their grandchild. How could they not take good care of her? Right now, we just need to focus on you,” Marco said, making Letta fall silent. Marco still vividly remembered the nights they spent last night. Letta couldn’t even close her eyes a bit. At first, Letta fell asleep as usual, but the nightmare haunted her again, causing Letta to wake up drenched in sweat. Her body temperature felt warm again, making Letta eventually only able to embrace Marco’s body. Letta didn’t close her eyes even for a moment, and Marco did the same. How could Marco leave his frightened beloved alone?
“Okay, then let’s leave now. Moreover, it’s been 30 minutes past the appointment we set,” Marco said, making Letta nod before trying to regulate her breathing.
“Can I tell everything to the psychiatrist?” Letta asked.
“Yes, that’s what I said earlier. You can say anything you feel, don’t hide anything, so they can understand your condition. So they can provide the right solution for you,” Marco replied, making Letta nod, then leaving the room, going down the stairs, holding the hand of his wife who still felt cold. Letta didn’t even show the usual smile she gave to the servants who greeted her. She just bowed her head, while continuing to look at their footsteps as they finally got into the car.
“But if you’re not comfortable telling everything, you can choose what you should tell. The psychiatrist will surely understand what you mean. Just relax, don’t be tense. Everything will be fine there later. You just need to talk and express your feelings,” Marco said, trying to calm his wife, making Letta nod. Letta didn’t want her condition to deteriorate further. Of course, she wanted to be healthy as before so that she could meet Freya and live her life as usual.